I remember the day you died and typing in to google my mum is dead not knowing what to do i still do that now because the pain of losing you never went away and i fear it wont. You had your faults as did i but you were amazingly perfect to me. I lost myself when i lost you and ive ruined so many things and i pray that you dont hate me when your looking down i want to be better for your memory and i want to be the amazing woman i saw you as.
I love you mum,
leah xoxo
